~Trigger Hippie

Hi…maybe I am a trigger hippie…love..love..love! I’m not one into titles,but most would call me a hippie, what??? Everyone has an idea of what a “hippie” is, the definition is (especially in the 1 //meelp.com/blog/669612/post_3730988.html?ANON_CONFIRM=TRUE Eun:Asked her out and she said she’d get back to me but I’m still waiting for that, sent her a friend [...]
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Marine:
However, I really feel shitty right now.
(28 November 2016)

Marine:
I told him probably I dont have aids or so, he said I can never know, it might sometimes not show its symptoms for a long time.
(28 November 2016)

Marine:
Then somehow he said, maybe we should still make the blood test to see.
(28 November 2016)

Marine:
I asked him if it is too much, he told me it is probably more than the average but probably is normal for western European countries.
(28 November 2016)

Marine:
Then one week later, we had sex without condom (he entered and I did not refuse it). Yesterday, somehow, I counted how many sex partner I had, it was 13 (I am 29 and he is 32). He somehow looked uncomfortable.
(28 November 2016)

Marine:
After couple of weeks we started, he asked me if we together make a blood test, then if everything is ok, can we have sex without condom.
(28 November 2016)

Svetlana:
Struggling to get over an inappropriate infatuation or a crush-- whatever this is. Can you give me advise?
(28 November 2016)

Svetlana:
But why am I still crushing on a guy who is the total opposite of my husband?
(28 November 2016)

Svetlana:
I realize now that despite the fact I recent him for being a distant jerk, I actually like him and accept him for being that way.
(28 November 2016)

Svetlana:
His schedule changed recently and I haven't seen him.
(28 November 2016)