It was after that that I realized I could integrate my MMR account

So, the other day I went for a walk in the neighborhood with my husband and tracked the walk using Fitbit. Even if not running that rapidly it is still higher intensity than walking. I feel like after meetings, the message boards were the best place for support and info._ Lorette:The girl tries to start … Continue reading It was after that that I realized I could integrate my MMR account →
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Alline:
I am being told that once he is here and the questions are all answered I will feel so much better and have no problem connecting with my baby.
(31 October 2016)

Alline:
I feel like such a bad mother already I cry nearly everyday.
(31 October 2016)

Alline:
I'm worried I won't love him the way I should or that my depression will become so bad it might effect his care.
(31 October 2016)

Alline:
I can't decide if that is why I feel the disconnect or if it's the depression or even something else.
(31 October 2016)

Alline:
We are not in love though and I still love my ex husband.
(31 October 2016)

Alline:
The babies father could be my ex or a friend of mine that I care for very deeply.
(31 October 2016)

Alline:
I have struggled with depression for many years as well and last year had my husband leave me for my best friend.
(31 October 2016)

Alline:
I thought I'd be so happy when this finally happened but, I feel a major disconnect.
(31 October 2016)

Alline:
It's a very strange feeling for me because I had troubles for many years with infertility and have lost 2 pregnancies in the second trimester.
(31 October 2016)

Alline:
I am currently 7 months pregnant and struggling to feel happiness.
(31 October 2016)