True romantic

I am a intelligent outgoing woman looking for a man to develop a friendship with.I am looking for a partner who I can connect with physically, emotionally, intellectually and spiritually. I love to travel, be outdoors, camp, take walks, listen to music, go out to dinner, watch movies, the theatre, art museums, good conversation or [...]
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Ona:
But she acts distant with me so I text her what's up and she says I don't want to be with you, and I don't trust you.
(29 September 2016)

Ona:
Later on that day after dumping me texts me and wants me back.
(29 September 2016)

Ona:
She dumped me, because I lied to her.
(29 September 2016)

Ivory:
My friend is causing me anxiety, what should I do?
(29 September 2016)

Ivory:
At first it was really nice and It felt like all the feelings had vanished but the past few days the anxiety and jealousy has been creeping in again and I don't want to go down the same path as before.
(29 September 2016)

Ivory:
I took a few days to give her an answer as I wasn't sure it was a good idea, but I did regret how it had ended so I complied in the end.
(29 September 2016)

Ivory:
A couple of weeks ago I received a call from her telling me she missed me and that could we please try talking again.
(29 September 2016)

Ivory:
Eventually everything went south and we stopped talking for a few months after a big argument, I was upset it ended that way for a while but after a few weeks I was back to myself.
(29 September 2016)

Ivory:
I felt trapped and at this stage I think she noticed how negative I'd become and started to message me a lot less, act very cold etc which hurt.
(29 September 2016)

Ivory:
I wanted to stop talking but in the same way I didn't want to lose her as we shared everything and I'd never been so close to anyone before.
(29 September 2016)